Friday 21 January 2011

Inspiration

So, this morning I feel so sleep deprived and sorry for myself that I have been crying. Alot. Then I went on my favourite blog http://nieniedialogues.blogspot.com/ about Stephanie Nielson who survived a plae crash with her husband with over 80% burns. She has four children and is an absolute inspiration and I feel ashamed.

This got me thinking about people who inspire me. I have some friends who do (George who made me continue with my blog - you know who you are!), my mum who had to bring up two children on her own with no money and three jobs, my husband who always gets up at 5.30am every day to go to work and looks after us all so well.

My children inspire me. They inspire me to try and be the best parent I can. Being a mum is tough. It is possibly one of the hardest things I will do, I am tired and drained and feel like I will never have my life back.

I would love to be one of those mums who love every moment of being a parent, but I'm not. Does that make ma a bad person or just truthful? Should I feel guilty? I do, every day.

Anyway, sorry for the sad post, just feeling sad. Maybe it's the time of year, the rain, the cold, the dark. If you have time, do go on the blogspot of Stephanie, there is an awesome video she has made on a link on her recent post (todays). This is my inspiration.

S